Dear Diary,

Wow, the first two weeks have come and gone and already I feel as if I am buried in work! But then again, that's how it's supposed to feel, right? And there's pretty much nothing you can do about it. Oh well!

So, let's see... how have things been going? I've had my ups and downs. I've had bad days for the past two days. I think I'm probably just getting back into the swing of school and activities and such. But I feel as if I'm stressed all the time. And I should be getting to bed earlier but I either can't sleep or stay up too late.

I've realized also that I've become a bit of a procrastinator. And I hate it! I used to like getting stuff done early and being able to relax and not have the work hanging over your head like a rain cloud. So, I hope this year I can go back to what it was like in 7th and 8th grade, 7th especially. That was a great year for me.

Anyways, besides school, I've been thinking about some other things... yeah, you guessed it. Guys. They're always on the radar at some point and of course at times I want to have a boyfriend. And I guess I just have to let it come, let it happen. Or maybe it's the reverse? I'm really not sure. I guess I'm still trying to figure myself out, this included. Anyways, we'll see what happens this year. I'm not into anyone in particular. I'm just kind of on the lookout. And I find myself kind of reverting back to Nate all this time. And that was two years ago! Is that even normal?! I mean, I've had interest in a few guys at my school, but it's slim pickings over there.

As for family, things are going ok, I guess. So to speak. My brother hasn't been sleeping well recently, probably over not having my dad at the house all the time. I know I should feel bad for him, but sometimes I wish he would get over it. I mean, I used to have sleeping problems but I never complained about it to people, except for at night. He complains about it during the day and acts like it's no big deal. And he gets discouraged too. I hope it passes soon. Those was some of the worst nights of my life (so far).

Well, I need to get hankering on some of this reading for school so I can read my own books! Did I mention that I'm starting a book club at school? My friends and I are not going to start it until after fall sports, but I hope it takes off!

That's all for today! Feel free to follow me on Twitter, there's a link under "Surf My Web".

I'll write again soon!

Here are two YouTube videos because I forgot to include one in my last post!





-Meg/GilmoreGirl1188
P.S. I know I've asked this many times, but does anyone have any emoticon/smiley suggestions for my username? I can't use the horse anymore, so... any thoughts?

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